我把自己撕碎了
身体和心灵
只是为了让你看到
你对我有多重要
但我还是会听到你说
“你不再爱我了吗”
所以我让自己很痛
所以你会看到我有多爱你
但你还是想要更多
所以我把自己撕碎了
就像我从一开始做的那样
给了你我的全部心
这还不够
所以你找了另一个
称她为你的爱人
我只是你的后备掩护
Tore myself apart
Physically and metaphorically
Just so you could see
How much you mean to me
But still I’d hear you say
“Don’t you love me anymore”
So I made myself sore
So you’d see how much I love you for
But still you’d want more
So I tore myself apart
Like I did from the start
Gave you my entire heart
In the end it wasn’t enough
So you sought another
Called her your lover
And I was only your backup cover
CUTS
在月光下跳舞
只为再打一架
忍受我
我们永远不会知道,如果我们从来没有看到
在雨中歌唱
我们都知道痛苦
这种痛苦的探戈
我知道我们都知道
如果我们永远不会结束
我们永远不会停止
在月光下跳舞
直到今晚结束
我想我们永远不会知道
我们永远看不到
Dancing in the moonlight
Just for one more fight
Put up with me
We’ll never know if we never see
Singing in the rain
We both know the pain
This painful tango
I know we both know
If we never end
We’ll never stop
Dancing in the moonlight
Until the end of the night
I guess we’ll never know
We’ll never see
MOONLIGHT
我让你恶心
与承诺
我从来没有留下
你把花吐了
他们刺进你的脖子
荆棘在里面生长得更深
当你变弱
我本可以救你的
但我太迟了
花在长
花把你变成了他们的
你现在和他们
带着这些遗憾
你离开了我
只能怪我
我的承诺
我从没留过
当花儿夺走你
我只能希望
我本可以带你回家的
I’ve made you sick
With the promises
I never kept
You throw up the flowers
As they stab inside your neck
Thorns grow deeper
As you grow weaker
I could’ve saved you
But I’m a little too late
The flowers they’ve grown
And made you their own
You’re one with them now
And with these regrets
You’ve left me
Guess I’m only to blame
For the promises
I never kept
And as the flowers take you whole
I just wish
I could’ve brought you home
HANAHAKI:REGRETS
Closeup video of the beaded wings
Closeups of the beaded wings - I took these under these under the sunlight to capture how the beads shine against the lights.
Beaded wing prop for the outfits:
This is technically just a prototype for the real wings I will use on the models. But I thought it turned out so beautiful I had to include it within the completed works section.
I have titled this piece “Fallen Angel” as the red makes it look like bleeding angel wings against the white beads of differing sizes.
Full image of the beaded wings